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Dear friends,
Hi,everybody,
How are you doing?some people knew it but I have to tell you all this sad news....
I was supposed to be in Africa with my special boyfriend Rob.
But he died on Mt.Kenya on 13 Aug. Only 12days before I would get there.
This happened hurting me so much,,,we have been together more than a year( we are really good friends before) and we had a such a wonderful time together...Camping,canoeing,snorkeling,and picnic to the big rock on the ocean with big waves(I thought I'm going to die!)snowboarding,partying, taking a nap ,"tickling-fight", sometimes fight;-P, hugging , kissing, cooking, joking with each other..etc. I miss every thing I did with him. Spending time with him was just so natural,I even haven't realized time past so quickly.
I opened the door of "heaven" Yes,I was in "heaven".
He left Japan at the end of April and went back to the States. The day after he became 30, he left The states and arrived in Africa at the end of June. I had to wait four months until I could see him again. It was a pretty hard time for me. But it also was an important time for both of us. because we both realized how important being together was at that time. We were so excited to meet at the airport in Kenya & counted days everyday but it never happened.
I so appreciated that he was in my life even it was so short. it meant a lot to me.
I was leading a massive life.
He was a happy person who made everybody happy with his interesting stories ,happy voice & radiant smile.And he had a free spirit.even my words cannot really describe him well. He influenced my life so much.
He has been dreaming of Africa for a long time, so he was so excited.so I'm so happy that he did get there and felt Africa.
He was a climber, loved mountains & nature deeply. He needed mountains & thrills in his life, He climbed so many mountains in the world. so I am so glad that he died doing something he LOVED to do.I asked myself; How many people could die like him?I wonder, Do I have anything inside me with so much passion? I am so proud of him that he made a summit of Mt.Kenya by himself.I want to know what he felt and what he saw on the summit...only the pictures he took tell me. he took so many beautiful pictures in Africa & on mt.Kenya. Some of them are so spiritual...I would love to share with anybody. I will upload pictures of Rob's Africa soon.
my plan(life) totally changed, I canceled all my flights,and now I'm at the states,staying at Rob's mother's place.spending this hard time with his family & friends gives me so much love and support. I love to spend time with them, but it's time to move...I'm going back to Japan at the end of this month, and stay awhile (hope not too long), and then take a travel to around south-east Asia. I'm coming back to The States next year to bring Rob's ashes to the rain forest in WA. after that hopefully going to Africa .my schedule is not certain yet.
I know I'm going to miss him so much whole my life. But I will try to stay strong.this is the only way i can show my love to him.
Hope you all are doing well.
with love,
Meg
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