I hate the way I look, but then again doesn't most teenagers at this age? I have two best friends and I love them both but 1 is completely beautiful. Tanned, slim, toned, curves, big bust and just she is just perfect in everyway. Then there's the other one, she's skinny, long hair and everyone just wants her. And then there's me. I have a small bust, I'm not skinny, I have large thighs and huge hips so I basically cry everytime I look at myself in a pair of jeans or have to shop for jeans. And I actually can't stand to look at myself in the mirror, at all. I wish I had an entirely different body, and basically entirely different me.