"This planet has — or rather had — a problem, which was this: most of the people living on it were unhappy for pretty much all of the time" - The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.
It's not uncommon to be unhappy with how your life is. And if you are unhappy, you have two solutions: one of them is to blame someone else for your misfortune. The other is to accept that, no matter who is to blame, you and only you can turn the table around and find happiness. I chose the latter.
I don't have anything holding me here, at least not anymore. So I decided to make a few plans: throw my hand up in the air and say "F*ck it! Let's do some stupid sh*t". I want to travel, to get as far as I can from the good and bad memories of the recent events. I can only trust that I will find happiness somewhere, I just don't know where. And it really doesn't matter where or when.
A wise man once said: "Have the courage to follow your heart and intuition; they somehow already know what you truly want to become". My confort-zone has been demolished and my heart says to use this opportunity and leave everything behind.
I'm currently planning everything I want to do and all the places I want to visit. I don't intend on coming back home too soon, so I have to be prepared.
"This must be Thursday. I never could get the hang of Thursdays." ~ Arthur Dent