The day I fly to Bangkok. I woke up and freaked out immediately. Wondered what the hell I was doing...am I crazy? The answer: yes, yes I am. No one in a million years would expect me to do this, which is part of the reason I want to do it. To feel like I can do ANYTHING. It was crazy to think that I would be so far away from home from my family and friends. When I arrived at Gatwick airport, I got lost in the car park and Mum immediately laughed and started mak...