Fancy about Avril Lavigne's songs recently - sing in a shouting mode, feeling of resent around. Some worry about me, I only can say "我的天空有些灰." I keep persuading myself- take it easy, after being challenged, being complained, being questioned. I m sad, annoyed, then turn strong before those even in more weak position than me, comfort them, protect them, encourage them. And turn big smile to those on top of me, say "I can and I will." To those take ...

Earthquake, tsunami, nuclear exposure....... crisis spread through the world. I am still OK, have my normal life, watching ppl near me having normal life, while others turn out to be in the total chaos. I always think that what we are when facing god just like ants in front of us. We are insignificant & negligence. Have great impulse to escape from the human world... ...

A bit windy, n a bit cold. Go to work, off work, sleep, go to work again, now is Thursday already. Many things that wanted to do but failed finally, like preparing CV, like reading, like sweet moment with someone. Few things that I successfully completed, like I keep sporting for 2 days. Am coming to my 26, I can feel my significant growth in recent one year. Saw the words on the package bag : Golden heritage for golden moments. What if every moment is golden...

Not to do anything to make you down.

Missing you...