I wrote a long, inspired and great piece about my preperations but because I was distracted it took too long for me to hit "post" so this awesome site decided for me that what I really wanted was to delete the whole thing. So that's what happened. Lesson learned though, don't take to long writing and devoting yourself to a "quick update", and don't ever take your time on writing a post without selecting the whole thing and not copying it first before hitting "post".
Thats that for now, sweet dreams!
"Droom mooie dromen" as my sweet friend Anouk always says.
Love and Light,