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I'm a 100% sure that I don't understand. It's like I know, but still I don't "know-know"..
I'm packing my stuff, I'm ending my job soon, I sold my car, hearing myself telling friends and family that I'm leaving and still it's foggy and weird to me.
When will I really know? I guess it's about when I get off the airplane in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil... But then again, maybe I still will expect myself to return after 3 weeks - and not 50 weeks!
I'm happy to be going with my close friend in the beginning, so I'm alone out there with all the thoughts and confusion, and I know it will be a tough time when she goes home and I continue on my own. The time following then will be challenging me in a healthy way, I'm sure of.
Sitting here in my little, cozy house in Malmö with a cup of tea and warm indoor house shoes in February, it's so hard to picture myself in Colombia in July, walking around with a big backpack in 30 degrees while sweat is running down my face, hopefully to meet a white beach by the Caribbean Ocean, where the water is so turkish that it takes your breath away and you forget the 20 kg backpack on the back... Yes, I have a hard time believing that it will happen... And if not, it means I'm on to other adventures over there! Who knows, maybe I fall in love with a location after short traveling and don't go any further? ANYTHING can happen on this trip, I expect!
So maybe it's time to stop worrying how it's going to happen, but start believing that it will!
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