It's midnight!

I recently heard from a very interesting guy that whenever he catches himself looking at the time at 12midnight exactly he has a moment of honoring the time, life and whatever this is all about. I find people with such unique qualities fasinating. Last night as I got into bed and tucked my pyjama top into my bottoms, I heard Liz's voice "Oz, that really isnt so sexy" but then I'm hoping that my husband will think that is a unique quality that I have, tucking in my pyjama top:)

Anyway, I hadnt written for a while but there are days like today that actually pushes me closer to the computer, even when it's midnight. I've just spent 6 hours at Alexandra Palace to meet Amma, the great mother, hugging guru from India. I had heard so much about her, got very close to her in Kerela but I guess it was never my time to actually meet her until here in London.

I went with no expectations or prejudice. I simply wanted to experience what it may be! As I was walking towards the enterance I met a lovely girl, whom I sepnt the evening with eating, meditating and dropping her off to the tube station on the way out. As I believe there are no coincidences in life this was just another scenario. She's pretty unique herself, lives in east london, in LimeHouse on a boat! How cool is that? When I said that to her she said "yes its literraly cool, in fact freezing"..Anyhow she then introduced me to another friend of hers at the venue, who loved holding my gaze, but I soon realised that he's a psychic and was probably reading me as we were talking!

But lets get back to Amma, we were given tickets at the enterance for our darshan (hug) which happened to be around 10.30pm when we were rushed into a queue, kneeling down on a red carpet and slowly moving forward. I had heard that the hug can last as quick as a second but when it was my turn and she embraced me into her soft bossom, with a intoxicating flower incent, feeling her vibration, her warmth and her heart beat as she whispered things I couldnt understand into my ear, it felt like it eternal. Also she was busy giving instructions to someone initially which meant I got extra time in her arms. To be honest I didnt feel anything above the physical, nor did I have a wish or a thought. And yet when I was pulled away from her and told to sit on the side for a while I closed my eyes and a rush came into my body which was overwhelming, a very strong current which physically shook me went straight up to my head, immense heat glowing, I just had to sit and stay with it. Then a light feeling followed with a big grin on my face as I opened my eyes and watched her hug many others, looking into their eyes, smiling and pressing their head into her heart!

I just want to rest now and let it all be...