5.5.2008 Storm before calmness It was like entering to the the big brother house yesterday. there are 10 of us doing Jihn's teacher training and we all got together yesterday evening. It was a weird experience, so many conversations, people asking same things "where are you from, what is your name" bla bla bla..and today has been slightly stressful as people are trying to settle in and cope with not only the course but cleaning, cooking, being in each...

3.5.2008 Love or Fear "What we fear is not what we cannot achieve but what we truly are capable of achieving, how much power we have" Scott arrived yesterday from UK which has been the highlight of my time in NZ. We met at that amazing John Scott workshop last January in London that changed our world, that workshop that we were all probed, challenged, planted seeds in and as a result manifested certain things. He's from Kent; married with adorab...

Soem Rumi poems...I'm feeling very loved up! Behind the Scenes Is it your facethat adorns the garden? Is it your fragrancethat intoxicates this garden? Is it your spiritthat has made this brooka river of wine? Hundreds have looked for youand died searchingin this gardenwhere you hide behind the scenes. But this pain is not for thosewho come as lovers. You are easy to find here. You are in the breezeand in this river of wine. The Meaning of Love...

1.5.2008 Amazing day at Stillpoint It's been such a beautiful day that I could always close my eyes and return to it in the future. After my meditation I watched John and Lucy practise with Lawrence, Nikki and Mike. They were so graceful, and the love between John and Lucy was filling the room. When Lucy was adjusting John he actually gave her a peck on the nose and it was so apparent how wonderfully suited they are and care for each other. Both their eyes were...

30.4.2008 Finding stillness finally I've found a very reliable, solid friend whom I visit on a daily basis now. You see a picture of it here, a big hug that I feel I ought to give it on a daily basis as well. I dont know why some think hugging trees is weird. Why do you hug a cushion, or a teddy bear? At least a tree is a living being. May be rough outside but very soft inside, very compassionate, gives you shade, gives birds a home, sucks in all our pollution ...