4.7.2008

Big fish is served as sushi tonight!

Well, I discover interesting aspects of my being everyday. Reading prem's book has been pretty inspiring at the same time. I just finished his section about food, what we eat, why we eat and so on...Then I looked back at my previous week. John Scott had always said the best way to learn something was to teach it. If you want to learn Japonese, then teach Japonese...Well, I always wanted to learn how to make sushi so I threw myself on the deep end and invited people round for sushi tonight. Then I decided to do this properly by doing some market research i.e eating sushi everyday...What an excuse eh?? So now I have the rice boiling, a recipe Bart printed out for me, plenty of fish on the counter, Moulin Rouge cd on to inspire me and give me love as I look cluelessly on those ingredients to see what happens next! It's been fun but I regret to say that I may be sushi'ed out after today; which I wonder is a part of my character...going a little too extreme with things I enjoy in life? I mean I have seen worst case senarioes (mis-spelled); I've met people obsessed with chocolate who would put them under their pillow at night... I cant see sushi lying under my pillow, yuk!

Then as I was also walking back in town I had another question on my mind about how I am with close people, my boundaries with them. Sometimes I feel that I give in too much, and even if it comes to the point where I disagree about some things they do to themselves because I think it's their responsibility and they ought to learn on their own path...But Swami plays at the back of my mind "be truthful and always tell the truth, even if it hurts the other person's feelings"...

I'll give this one a bit more thought as I roll those sushis I think:)