21.12.2007

We finally spoke on the phone

What a relief that was, we have been emailing each other for some time and finally after maybe two months of very honest confessions about who we are, where we are within us I spoke to him tonight. It was 39minutes and 39seconds exactly, but felt just like a few moments. I don't recall much of the conversation as it flowed so easily and freely, with no hesitations, no interruptions, so natural. It was great to hear his voice, and to know that he existed as I always felt like I was emailing an unknown being in cyberspace who wrote back to me pretty much every single day.

We helped each other a lot in our own little dilemmas in life, I appreciate his existence, the force that brought us closer (for what purpose?) and our unknown future (in whatever shape it may be).

It is 12midnight and I am being very naughty staying up so late for the past two nights. I nearly missed the practise this morning because I kept hitting snooze on my alarm and eventually must have dosed off. Isn't it amazing that you somehow still manage to wake up late enough to get you in a panic and early enough to still rush off to where ever you need to get to? Well, I had 10minutes to shower, get ready and get to the shala. Thank god it isn't too far of a walk.

Sweet dreams…